Friday, March 23, 2012

Sleep Deprivation

Image by Arndt Nollau

That about sums up how I’m feeling right now. On several occasions in my life I’ve had the pleasure of working the Graveyard Shift. Working overnights can really screw around with your body, and there are some interesting physiological reactions that occur in the depths of the night when your body’s natural clock is telling you to go into shut-down mode and your brain is saying “Must. Stay. Awake!”

But the body can get used to it, and if you can go home in the morning and get some solid sleep you’re usually good to go. It’s the interrupted sleep that’s the problem.

Last night the Catbird went to see the premiere of The Hunger Games with a friend. Showtime: 12:01 AM Friday morning (right, she left last night. Technically the movie was this morning). Her friend’s mother gave her a ride and sat in the car in the parking lot reading, snoozing, whatever-ing. I went to bed shortly after 11, read for about half an hour (current read: The Corrections, Jonathan Franzen) and set the alarm for 2:30. I figured I’d get up, wait for the Catbird, then get back to bed.

At the appointed hour I woke and stumbled downstairs to find The Wife up (still) watching TV. “I didn’t know you were planning to stay up,” I said, because I didn’t think she could stay up that late. “I wasn’t intending to,” she said. “Want to wait with me?”

I’ve been married long enough to know that the correct answer to this question is “yes”, but I also know that, as The One Who Gets Up First the only logical answer was “no.” There was a time when I would have stayed up, but she had it covered. I went back to bed. About thirty minutes later The Wife came to bed, I asked her if the Catbird liked the movie, and I went back to sleep.

That interruption, all of ten, fifteen minutes in the middle of my sleep cycle, was enough to leave me a bleary mess this morning. The honest truth is I felt a lot like I did when I had a hangover: stuffy, headachy, slow of finger and thought. The only good thing is I didn’t have the extra stinky breath or the spins. I think that Sleep, Interrupted is worse than No Sleep. Meanwhile, the Catbird got up much easier than expected this morning. It will be interesting to see how she looks at the end of the day, after a full day of school and track practice on all of 4 hours of sleep. It will be more interesting to hear what she thought of the movie. She didn’t have too much to say about it this morning, but she’s glad she went. Any of you see it yet?

On a writing note I’ve spent all week working on the Hydra: the dreaded combination of Agent Lists, query development and synopsizing. As Tom Petty said (in Yer So Bad), “I can’t decide which is worse.” I’ve worked on all three at different times as I wrote, but now things are serious. The good thing is I’ve got my top ten agents down for the first batch of queries. Now I’m wrestling with the requirements: “Query + synopsis” says one agent. “Submit your query via the online form” says another. “Submit a cover letter plus first three chapters.” Wow, what a chore, and very critical to get right.

Of all the steps involved in getting published, this may be the toughest (at least so far, hah hah). I thought writing the book was hard. At times it was. At other times it was glorious, exhilarating, a thrill ride. But now? The synopsis is tough, possibly tougher than the query letter. I’ve found it’s easier to boil my novel down into three paragraphs and maintain a shred of Voice in a query letter than it is to summarize what happens for the synopsis and not have it sound like The Epic (you remember me writing about The Epic, don’t you?). Something about the synopsis just seems to suck the soul right out of my writing. I’d be tempted to skip it altogether and submit to agents who don’t ask for one, but there are two problems with this approach: first, some of the agents I really like ask for one. Second, you know I’d get at least one asking for me to submit a synopsis. And then I’d have to do it anyway, under extreme pressure. Then again, maybe extreme pressure is the way to go with this…..

That’s about it for me, hope you all have a good weekend.


  1. yep, much rather write the book and the query than the synopsis. Good luck :)

  2. I hate that terrible, groggy feeling when you don't get enough--or good enough--sleep. I actually felt that way this morning because I stayed up until 3am to finish rereading The Hunger Games. Though I wasn't interrupted once I fell asleep :) I hope to see the movie this weekend!

    Good luck with writing your synopsis!

  3. I'm way too old for midnight showings. Those are for the young.

    I feel your pain with the query-synopsis stuff. Ugh! At the I can use the query (a little expanded) as the back book cover if I decide to self-publish. The synopsis, while a good exercise, isn't exactly something useful except in this one part.

  4. Ah yes... the synopsis. Isn't it fun? The good news is that it get easier--sort of. It's fitting all that good stuff like voice, characters, motivations, storyline, ending, into one little bundle that makes sense and is a 'good' read. Good luck!

  5. I hope she enjoyed the movie!! I haven't started on a synopsis for this story yet ... yuck. One of these days!

  6. Good luck with the synopsis! That was really tough for me too--I thought I was strange in finding the query easier (not easy, but easier). I'm kind of glad to see I'm not alone. Good luck!

  7. Jemi - she did enjoy the movie, and made it through school quite well the next day. She'll probably sleep 'til noon today, though.

    Jean - does it get easier? I hope so! I got it to about 5 pages. Now I need to see if I can squeeze it to a single. Argh!

    Thanks for the comments, all.

  8. I'm fighting--I mean, writing--my synopsis, too. Ugh. Good luck! :)

  9. I freaking love this post.

    "I’ve been married long enough to know that the correct answer to this question is “yes”, but I also know that, as The One Who Gets Up First the only logical answer was “no.” There was a time when I would have stayed up, but she had it covered. I went back to bed."

    Holy true and hilarious. I love it.

    You write even better sleep-deprived. I used to work 3 p.m. to 7 a.m. the next morning and yes, it can really screw with your body but you do get used to it after awhile. I agree though that Sleep, Interrupted is much, much worse than no sleep at all.

    Also, I'm only in the next step of the process from you but so far, querying was the hardest. It is a lot of work and exhausting. I gave myself a weekly goal of 5 queries a week cause that was manageable what with each agent's individual requirements.

    Oh and the synopsis is the devil. Truly. But try to get it to one page because that's what publishers want to see.

  10. Hate the synopsis. But I admit it is a good exercise and is rather instructive.


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